Since December 2023, my life has felt like a whirlwind. That month, I lost my BMW—a car that symbolized so much more than just transportation. It was my freedom, my means to work, and in many ways, a reflection of the hard work and dedication I had poured into my life and career. Losing it was devastating, and the months that followed have been some of the most challenging I’ve ever faced.

In the eight months since, I’ve been holding on, trying my best to stay afloat. The financial strain has been overwhelming. I’ve lost over $7,000, and the process of trying to recover that money has been like climbing a mountain with no summit in sight. The stress of not having a car has only compounded the difficulty. Since February 2024, I’ve been relying on my friend’s car to do deliveries—an arrangement that, while generous, has added a layer of complexity and dependence to my life that I never anticipated.

We are now in August 2024, and I still find myself without a car or a permanent home. It’s a situation that has tested my resilience, my faith, and my sense of self. There are days when I feel completely lost, like I’m wandering through a fog with no clear direction. The weight of it all can be crushing, and there have been moments when I’ve questioned whether I’ll ever get back to where I was.

But through it all, one thing has remained constant: my faith. God has been my anchor in this storm, and despite everything, I know that He is helping me find a way. My website has become a beacon of hope—a platform where I can channel my energy, my creativity, and my passion. It’s helping me create a path forward, one that might not look like the road I was on before, but one that is uniquely mine.

This journey has been anything but easy. It has tested me in ways I never imagined, and there are still many uncertainties ahead. But I believe that this season of my life is temporary. I am determined to keep pushing forward, to rebuild, and to come out stronger on the other side. With God’s help, I’m going to be just fine.